Grieving over a loved one.

On November 29th 2018 my Great Uncle passed away due to complications with his heart and blood pressure. I thought I'd write this post because for the last few months it's been hard to deal with the reality of never seeing someone you love again.

- Stay close to your family. Family is important during this time, if its a death within the family you need to stay close together as everyone is grieving, not just you. Ever since my Great Uncle died my family have all started saying "Love you" when we say bye to each other because you never know when the last time your going to see someone will be.

- You'll start to hate everyone being so happy. My Mum described at how she hated seeing our uncles friends being so happy. When someone passes away it feels like the whole world has stopped but for everyone else it just keeps going.

Also thinking about the future is painful, the fact that he won't be around for when I get married... When I have children. He won't experience being a great great uncle to my future kids. Thinking about a future without him is painful but life is so cruel...

RIP Austin, we all miss you

xoxo